Hey,
   Werid I thought I was getting better not being so scared of how people were gonna treat me and of what was gonna happen in my life. Being more social. Guess not, my mom and Rea really make me feel like a stupid teenager sometimes. I don't like it but since when has any ever liked going throught a process were they have to pick out ever flaw they have a accept it and fix it. *sigh* its really hard sometimes...I just wanna cry, but I can't I won't let myself. It's sad.
I've been talking to Bobby a lot more lately thats a lot of fun it comforting...sorta like empathy. We get each other. He's a great guy I think he really appreacates what he's got and the world around him. Thats special, I hope he's always like that.
He got me thinking about really emtional time I had with nature. He really is inspired by natured and I remember that night I went outside at midnight but the moon was so bright I could see everything like it was daylight only it was calmer more sereal. It was wounderful. It was one of the most beautful thinks I've ever seen I hope to keep that memory for as long as I live.
Well I actually started this entry to rant about something that made me mad but...I feel really calmed by that memory. So nevermind. hehe thats really cool.
Love Shannon